One thing one should know about me: I have a hard time making decisions. Yes, I can make a decision, but I much prefer that I can avoid making a decision. I like to see what everyone else chooses first and then perhaps, I will make a better informed decision. Once I make a decision, I very rarely change my mind (though I can change it, it has happened before).
However, I think how I make my decisions often annoys others, especially my family. For example, I typically do not care where we go to eat, or whatnot. So that is what I say. Yet they want me to make a decision without their opinions. Another thing, I recently was reminded that I need to decide if I really want to teach French or if I want to teach more of the technology. Even further in my discussion, I was asked if I would rather make cookies (check out Sweet K's). These decisions are coming up and they are tougher than I've thought possible. I love teaching and I love the French culture and language. But I also enjoy learning about technology and using technology. And further on, I love baking and decorating the cookies.
I am also thinking about moving. I am almost ready to move places again. I love traveling and changing the scenery on where I live. But now I have friends and a guy I'm dating where I am. Do I really want to move right now?
So, I have a couple of big decisions coming up and I am debating with myself over and over not really wanting to make a decision that I would regret. So life strikes again and gives me the frustrating side. Oh joy.
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